feeling blue

i miss home all of a sudden. the whole day i've been feeling blue, feeling lousy, feeling tired. i'm not too sure why too. i don't feel like smiling at all the whole day.

i've not been able to complete my work too. i've got loads... and loads... and cha dian is coming. thank goodness someone's doing something. though that someone is not able to get everyone moving. but well i really thank him for that. but well others disappoint me, even i'm disappointed in myself. thats why i'm feeling down these days.

what am i doing now? i also not sure leh.
i've heard many things too, but i not sure who to believe.

i've started my dreams again. damn. when i needed good quality sleep the most, it comes back. argh. but well they do bring back old memories.
maybe i should start writing again......

count down to exams, less than a month left.
but i'm packed with datelines everyweek till the examination week. its been by far the most enjoyable, most fulfilling, most stressful semeseter in nus. sigh. how i wish i have such semesters every year. it'll make me wanna continue into 4th year more.......but well.......